Posted Friday, December 29, 2006 by MoMO
Silently through all the days
my heart aches cause you are not here
Took for granted you will be there
I never showed I cared
and now you are only in my dreams
All the time could never heal
What I have lost and what I feel
You were taken far away
and now it’s just too late
and fate has sealed my destiny
Sadness cuts my heart so deep
What a life it could’ve been
By myself in disbelief with misery and grief
this never was supposed to be
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Posted Thursday, December 28, 2006 by MoMO
rain
it had been raining for ages and ages. i'm tucked cosily in my own bed with my lap top with me. don't really feel like blogging any entry as my right arm is aching again and my right knee is giving me problem this few days. i think i will be half-body paralyse soon.(all aches on the right side) but it just feel so good when i'm at home safely, watching all the people running to the nearest void deck for shelter. i remember all the days when me and friends were under the rain playing happily, didnt even realise that people can see through our wet uniform. (come to think of it, no wonder i fell sick easily in those days) i think all i want to do is to get home quick if it rains now. no besties to play punk in the rain with me, no buddies to play slapping-hand-hard games with me and no bitches to bitch around with me in the school. guess i'm still not use to the boring and no-life ITE school life.
disappointment
my arm is aching badly now. and my shooting skill are failing me when the competition is just round the corner. i feel so down and disappointed with myself. i cant accept another failure again. i had lose and i am sure i dont like the feeling of losing. people kept telling me that life is bond to have lose and winning. and i really meant telling. if somebody lose, i will say the same thing to them. but if you are the one who really lose, will you think the same? i dont think so. damn.. it's aching again. i had let my friends down. i broke a promise that i promised. i had done something that i hate most. breaking the god-damn promise. another disappointment. please dont make me promise any thing. and dont give me promises when you are going to break it.
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Posted Friday, December 22, 2006 by MoMO
update

okie.. i am tired. let the photo do all e talking ya? we went to laguna and have fun!


is she fren? or is she trying to drown her?


answer: best fren~!


striaght out of the movie?


celebrating my birthday at changi and waraku!


and of course, during my normal schooling days.


outing with my schoolmate.

and damn it. it is already 5:13am in the morning. i had beed re-doing this blog for several times due to the poor connection of my neighbour. (shh.. i am stealing internet access from next door. hurhurhur~ *evil laghter)

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Posted Tuesday, August 01, 2006 by MoMO
confuse..
confuse.. do i like you? i am afraid that i might do the wrong decision again. and again, i all hurt myself. and again, i hurt someone. been telling myself that love grows. but apparently, it does not. why do people had to make decision? why cant i just slack around and let fate do all the decision making? i am tired. tired of being loved. tired of loving someone. tired of everything that had been and happening in my life. life does not suck. but it is just tiring. so tiring that sometimes, it just drain out all my energy. energy for me to love someone. energy for me to think. still remembering the first time that i fell in love. excited and it feels so good that i wanted to fall in love again. but why do i feel so suffocating now?
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Posted Monday, June 12, 2006 by MoMO
out-of-job
officially out of job as a sales girl now. damn it.. how long have i been working in this line? i think i have turned rusty after i quitted silvertouch. or shall i say i dont have to handle the relationship between colleagues when working in silvertouch. i just couldnt get use to life sitting around in the shop doing nothing but gossiping about what a hunk the customer is or what a bitch his girlfriend is. just because i am a new girl doesnt give 'em a chance to toss every of the hardwork to me. i am sick and tired of going to work everyday, talking to a butch of sickening boot-licker. i had no choice. i had to quit. i had to get the hell out of there asap.
sickening
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Posted Thursday, June 01, 2006 by MoMO
i miss..
i cant seems to catch up. everyone is moving forward except for me. i am so lack behind in studies that i wonder i should continue or not. i miss my old school. i miss my friends. i miss my teacher. i miss the laughter we use to have in the class. i regretted saying you crap too much, Ms Syafeena. Mrs Foo, i regretted saying your unpresentable armpit hair and refuse to attend your lesson. Mdm tami Mohan, i am sorry that i say you are a indian rapper. the teacher i have now is so much lousier then you all are. they are monotoned, retarded and so un-fun. what's worst? he is really suck at telling a joke. now i would love to have a teacher that raps, a teacher whom we can laugh at, a teacher that will crap with us.

dearest mingyueh, i am sorry that i always made fun of you when you speak perfect english. but though you speak perfect english, you will never laugh at me for being a neighbourhood school student and you taught me how to pronouce them well. chorpeng, jackson and gang, sorry for scolding you guys noisy. thanks for making our class full of laughter. guanjie, i regretted thinking you are nosey when you care so much more then anyone else for me. thanks for not forgetting the blur me and encourage me through my hardest time. so sorry weilong, for giving you so much trouble at studies. you never stop waking me up when i fell deep into a non-studying mood. yet in the past, i thought you always loved to force us study. you guys are so much more understanding then some of my friends here. you guys will never despise me just because i am from a neighbourhood school or just because i dont understand any of the thing that Mr yip says.

the school is never so big in the past. i dont have to run from classes to classes to make it on time. i dont have to late for class just because the lift is full. and i dont have to look for seats in the canteen. i miss you, bedok north sec! i regretted saying you a non-capable(wu neng) school. i regret hoping that you are bigger then what you are now. and i regretted think of suggesting lift in the school.

one will only missed the thing when they lost it. why? because we know we will never be able to get it back.
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Posted Monday, May 29, 2006 by MoMO
neighbourhood school
so what if you are from a really good girl's school? so what if you are well mannered at home but suck at attitude towards your classmate. dont bloody bullshit with me how "high class" your secondary school use to be as we all are now the same school. if your secondary school was so bloody damn good, why are you here in ite? just scram if you are so unhappy about sitting in a class of ex-neighbourhood secondary school. dont go around complaining we speak poor english act as if you know none of the mandarin we spoke. you are a chinese.
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Posted Sunday, May 21, 2006 by MoMO

article about the disease boresome

long long time ago, in the east side of singapore, lies the legendary NC0604D. people were often found death due to bore. at that point of time, boresome are consider an incurable disease. the cause of this disease were mainly due to monotoned lecturer and un-understandable machines. picture below were taken by photographer: audrey, anggerek.






there are some of the death's picture. picture below may bring indispose. children are advise to watch with their parents.




but now, the cure of this disease had been found. with the help of sequence photo shot and a normal camera phone, people in NC0604D dare to step into the class even with Mr John Yip in.

reported by: audrey

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Posted Thursday, May 11, 2006 by MoMO
raining day..
open the window and let the cold wind blow in. feeling the rain drop on my palm. so cooling.. so calm.. i always does not have the chance to feel the rain like this. when it start to rain, i will run and seek shelter. didnt know that the rain feel like this. didnt know that the wind is so gentler. not until i sit down in my room to feel them. right now.

slacking at home today after school.. tired and shag. got p.e to day and we gotta run the field two rounds. it had been quite sometimes before i run like this. four months? or half a year. either one. dashing like there are a sale somewhere out there. first girl in class but last in boys. doesnt want to lose to those guys but, who can win a guy rite? damn it.. hope that i had been training in the long holidays. regret

walked home from bedok interchange make me feel that everytime i took a bus, the 65cents(adult fare) is worth the money. dash through the express way with cars horning at me. thanks to hongyun n gang. and you! yes you! anggerek! yes! dont hide! i know you are reading this~ forgetful and blur! never return me the money. i treat this as a slimming lesson in anggerek hood & hongyun center. cost per session? o cents


trying hard to undestand what the monotoned teacher is trying to say, i failed. again. okie, i admit i suck in physic. but why must we still take science in ITE!!??
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Posted Tuesday, May 09, 2006 by MoMO
lessons
not really the first lesson but at least i learn something ever since i started school. but, circuit design rocks~! although i cannot really connect the wires correctly, but it is way too cool man~ love this course.. wonder why girls hate this course. but they are only five girls in my class. can you imagine that? i'm lucky that i am not the out casted girl. but seriously speaking, our guy are more hyper den the girls. and of course, more out going. the girls in my class were like so dead. feel like i am in the movie of house of the living dead 5. one girl even looked like she is gonna cry out anytime, anywhere. girl 2: always with a nerdy guy. seriously speaking, i dont really remember much of our class people name. i remember the name, forget the face. or the other way round. laugh
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Posted Monday, May 08, 2006 by MoMO
a trip to zoo

they were so tired that they slept through the whole mrt trip.doesnt care about wat the public sees. three sleep bugs and one book bug.


finally, we reached the entrance. a real one or..?

snapped..

just a reminder, peeing is not allow in pool..



is there food for me?

baabaa~~


zzz...


what is the different? the donkey or an ass? answer: Donkey=ass


squirrel caught in act


resting time~!! me and mikey


my prince charming?? (bai me wang zi) =>

how many human make up one polar bear??

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Posted Sunday, April 23, 2006 by MoMO
class chalet
thought after the graduation we can gather for reunion. but frankly speaking, the chalet was a total failure. the only stupid chinese girl who went to that fucking chalet were kitmun, clarissa and me. and i really mean chinese girl.. not being an anti-social over here, but we felt out-casted and used. i think the only reason and purpose they invite us was to help them shoulder the fee of the chalet. the whole chalet we were sitting there rotting like no people business. on top of that, we have people accusing us of stealing his lousy phone, N70. dame it.. just because we went out during the class chalet doesnt give them the excuse to treat us like thieves. if cannot drink so much, dont drink. and when you are drunk, dont say people stole your phone when you are drunk. shit
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Posted Friday, January 20, 2006 by MoMO
somehow or other, i felt that everyone around me had changed. including me. i hate to hear from people about how people change and how i had change using that damn stupid watery and dreamy eyes. i had changed.. ya.. whatever.. *roll eyes.. of course people changed. come on! it is not like i am going to stuck forever in my old and childish character and child like body right? imagine a 18 years old girl with a height of 1.65m (ya.. that's me) bothering her mother for bring her to school and buying her sweets. or running around in the neighbourhood block playing block catching. people DO grow up. dont speak to me about how i used to be cheerful and fun loving.. i am still cheerful and fun loving ya? it is just depending on who i am with. if you are not fun loving, then pardon me for not being one.

being birth at 1988 december 14
17 years old is a boring age. why? cause unlike 16 years old which i get to watch nc 16 show, i cant watch m18 show. get it? (who will understand..) okie.. to put it simper, i cant watch m18 show yet.
i had to wait one more year (estimated) before i am 18 although i am born in 1988. damn.. if i had to sign my own starhub line or whatsoever, i had to wait like crazy.. what is the biggest regret? i had to wait till the end of year before i can go clubbing using my own i/c.
but what is the good point about being born at the end of year? you wont get sabotage by friends in school and you dont have to go to school on your birthday. laugh.
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Posted Monday, January 09, 2006 by MoMO
went to fisherman and eat..
taking photo.. mikey and me.
still taking photo.. kitmun and me..

again.. weehong and me..


end..

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Posted Wednesday, January 04, 2006 by MoMO
it is already the fourth day of a new year. dont really have any goal set yet and i am the only one floating in the middle of nowhere in 2006.


i had not been a nice girl for mum this year. instead of thanking her for bring me up and supplying me with lots of my favorite instant noodle and cash, i had let her down. coming home late and raising up my voice at her whenever i am feeling down. had a conflict with her just now and we ended up screaming at each other in the phone.

rebellious.

a new year
cut a new hair to start a new year. hopefully everything will go well in this year especially my o level result and relationship with my mum. not forgetting my friendship with my precious friends and colleague(if i can).
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