Will I be able to find back everything that I have lost?
Will I be able to be like what I am in the past?
Will i..?
Time can heal almost everything but at the same time, changes almost everything. What had done can never be undone. Life is not like a game. We cant click on the undo button and replay it again. Neither can we save our life and replay again if anything get wrong. We cant.

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hmm.. yesterday was mooncake festival. i often spend this day with my sworn sisters. a bit disappointed as it is the second year we miss this gathering. so fast it is the tenth year we are together as sworn sisters le. all these seems like yesterday to me. and what's the best part of the story? i spend my mooncake festival with two very impossible ppl. lolx.( normally is either i spend it with my sworn sister, or i spend the day through alone.) but it end up to be very enjoyable as we tried to burn down my friend's house. lolx. this is a heart shape make up by candles. nice rite?
today suppose to go school. but end up going to a doctor.. i thought you plan it yesterday le? dun feel like going to school + having slight fever. + alittle bit bon dang larx sleep for the whole day like a pig, friends call oso dunnoe how to wake up.. diaox... now i think the medicine is acting up again. feel like sleeping le.. ZzZz

sick....

damn.. having a serious headache.. waited for so long before i get mine resting day yesterday, but i FELL SICK! kelian~ serious sore throat and serious cold. exactly how serious? i have been feeling the fever coming up this few days. but WHY DUN IT COME UP??!! the feeling is horrible when you noe that a fever is coming up but it just dun. (pls note: the feeling of headache is there but u cant take medicine cause no fever.) so PEOPLE!! but take good care of urself worx. dun end up like me den die.. expecially those who are taking their Os and Ns tis year. dun get dengue and repeat one more year.
hmm.. staying at home for the whole 48 hour seems like forever.. started to rot off le. WHO CAN PULL ME OUT OF THIS ROTTING HOUSE?? stop shouting audrey.. dun you noe how to walk out of the damn house urself?? stupid girl.. ya hur.. never thought of that. okay! i swear i must go out tmr. go and find friends now. hur hur hur!!

hmm.. dunnoe why tis few days i get so tired so easily. i even fall asleep during exam!! can u believe that?? OMG! audrey.. i went home immediatly after school ytd. and i took a nap. well, i am suprise because i dun normally take a nap you see. and i sleep for 1 hour yesterday and THREE hour today! wow.. not going to fall asleep tonite.. -_- fortunately, i dun have school for tmr. Cheers~!
today a lot of things happen. weird things i shall say. a guy came and take number from me.(we were under a block) but wat's the weird part? he kept on asking me and crystal a lot of things like "your school allow students to dye hair meh?" to crystal. so crystal doesnt seems to like wat he ask and reply "bnss teacher ask you to spy us issit? ask so much for wat." cool huh. den tis guy kept on saying smth like "i today shld go to ns de. but i quarrel wid the sir." hello? i didnt ask you that.. he add "i really doesnt have the mood ytd lorx. den i scold him bck.." please note: it's the first day i met tis guy. y was him telling us so much abt how he is feeling and what so ever. i dun really care you noe? he ask me too much things that i cant help but to say "hello~? are you doing some kind of survey thingy? why are you asking so much?" he even tell us a story abt how a cat sleep in the exhust pipe of the super mega big truck(he say) and when they start the engine, the cat got burn. gross... (we were playing the cat when he say that. so we go eh.. and move away frm the cat.) he leave with a stupid reason like "i have to go home and cook. my dad's luch time." are you sure u are doing all the cooking? i didnt ask him to stay and CHAT with me either..
den a while more, an old men at his sixties with a chubby grandson came to sit with us. remember? we were under a block. den he kept on telling us story abt allah(god of his religion). smth like god doesnt have a figure and the story of a man who met with the god and make this conclusion. boring.. but i dun dare to say out. well, he is an elderly after all. so we jux listen to wat he have to say. he oso tell us to study hard. his child(got 6) all in big business cause they study hard. at least i learn smth. crystal came out with a reason and get us out of his conversation. i think that place is a chatting cafe. lolx. cause everyone likes to chat over there.

having an exam today.. dun feel like going to sch at first. i have no choice but to go. damn.. today the physic was so hard that tt i leave quite alot of blanks. i hope that's not the standard of o level. wake up audrey.. THAT's the standard of o level..

final get my computer up and running. and what's the most exciting part?? it's a unlimited use boardband! yeah! end of happiness and back to realistic. this feww days i'm having my prelims. it is not that my paper is hard so i'm worring. i know how to do all the question but i always run out of time. die.. not going to make it.. -_-
just now as i'm checking my mail, i get a few updates from frenster about my fren's blog. out of curiousity, i went to look. after i read his blog, my point of view towards him changes. i use to think that he is a irritating person and i find him a nusience of bragging abt how he look and how great he did for his exam(when he is not even the top ten). well, i admit that i kind of jealous abt how he goes on in his life. he seems to be "problemless" and happy go lucky. but things change when i read his blog. he is writing smth abt his ex and the word he use to describe his feeling are great. i can really feel how he feels. i admire his usage of words. a few days ago i'm feeling how he feels. and as one of my gal-friend said, time will heal everything. i tend to forget abt those sad past and get on with my life. i hope that he can do the same things too although i still dislike him.. -_-
time to catch some sleep. still have my exam tmr.