this is the front view of the card. but actually is vertical de. this is the inside. written "dear audrey, we're Happy to get to know you! Hope that you have lots of fun today and join us many more times again!

love, your happy friends of N289 & N235"

interesting people.. well, but i wun get into city harvest. cause i dun like to have commitment. no offent overall, i enjoy myself.

happily buying all those white skirt, shoes ect, thinking that i might look great in all those, or even look like snow white.

but instead of looking like the graceful famous disney character, snow white, i look more like a penguin skating across the hall or a duckling wobbling on earth..

the pair of shoes i bought sure look great on my feet but fail in the comfort wise. why do women like to torture their feet so much? i rather stick with my comfortable sneakers or slipper. now my feet hurt like hell.. but ytd is fun and enjoyable minus off the pain on my feet.

went to onan road and have our first and last time dinner with my classmate. but dont really eat much cause there are lots and i really mean a lot! of flying ant around us. and some even bold enough to "sit" on my rice. you can oso see flying ants floating on top of the soup. yikes!!~ my hair on my hands, legs and watever, stand like it have never had. lihua, julia, kitmun and me just have to use "i'm full" as a excuse to leave the table. halfway through the strolling, mingyueh (who jux arrived) dragged kitmun back to the flying ant's nest. lolx! poor thing

photo session begin and all of us were taking pictures nope stop. tune in to my photo gallery for photoes nxt week! kitmun and jackson? cheewen appear in the picture he had not take? wat's going on??

meet up weilong, justin, kitmun, guanjie and chengyi after weilong's work. unlucky follows kitmun as we walk under a tree. head shot by a bird. understand? woowoh! enjoyment the whole day!

conclusion: un-forgetable day! high and super mega fun!

yeah!! finally last week is over! i had to live by five dollar last week. so pathetic. but finally, this week has come and i have $$ le! i get my tuition fee on sunday but i get it very difficultly. cause i am telling that china lady that day i'm surpose to get the pay as it is the 12th time i taght him already. but she replied in a very china tone (and of course in mandrian) "are you sure? really or not? i thought still have one more week to go?" hey.. come on larx.. will i want to cheat her money or not.. i just want to have what's belong to me.. so i take out my calender which stated which day i came to teacher him(that little china boy). then she said "oh.. ya.." with a sour face (maybe she tought i never note it down or something) then went to take money. phew..

monday i did not go to school. in the morning study my QA which started on this coming thursday. at abt 230, i meet up my frens and go shopping on the things for graduation night. i have no choice but to buy a new skirt because we(my sister and i) dont have a skirt that is over knee length. all extremly short. my pay!! T_T it's gone again! bought a new white shoes on that day. i like it a lot. but i think that kind of shoes i will not often wear out. then on tuesday, i bought a KNEE LENGTH skirt from wisma orchard. finally get everything that i needed.

hmm.. being "scolded" by my area manager on saturday.. partly thanks to somebody let's name her "G" who nv turn up for work for two days.. -_- and partly her fault that my salary was deducted twenty bucks.. -_- cause i ask G to help me tell my manager that i am unable to work full shift for sat(8 oct) on sat(1 oct), also to help me check my shift. but ended up to get my scehedule only on wed(5 oct) and full shift.. -_- so i called G to ask why she doesnt help me tell my manager that i cant work and i get the reply as "huh!? you NEVER ask me to tell LOR!" audrey.. dun emphasis the word larx.. -_- so i got no choice but to ask her to replace me. and of course, plan rejected.and so, my pay is deducted and i work for 5 hour for 4 bucks.. poor thing well.. i'm at fault too for not asking her earlier when i didnt receive her sms.. it takes both hands to clap. but one should not lie too. you'll get what i meant. for ppl who are clever enough

all right.. another blow to me.. i am unable to use my phone for a few days.. so people who read this, dont bother to bomb my phone with tons of smses and calls when i did not reply. no one will do that silly! or shall i say no one will remember you!(lame..) should i say i'm bless now or shall i say the bad luck is going to follow me forever?? the bless is that, i dont have to entertain those UNWELCOME strangers or even UNWELCOME "friends" who wont even give me a break by bombing my poor phone with average of 20 smses per day and 100 over calls per day!! come on! give me a break man! dont you get it? if a person doesnt answer ur call or even reply ur sms, it means that he/she doesnt want you to disturb him/her! and i mean FOREVER!
and all thanks to that SOMEBODY! i dont even dare to pick up private calls. so people who had called me using private number, i'm sorry for not picking up ya phone.

yesterday went to tampines mall and brought a jacket. yeah!! finally! cause i aimed for that jacket for a long time le. and i manage to grap the last piece. went to watch corpse bride on the same day. i think that the movie was great. not many people will like that,though, cause it was in musical form. went back to waraku(where i work) to eat. ordered spicy ramen and become super mega big size ramen. whaha! so i divided it into three portion for lin and xiang. (not really in equall portion as i eaten most of it. whaha!) den sabo 'em by adding chili powder in their portion while they are working. evil audrey but they doesnt seems to notice it. plan failed..

friday got a big suprise from jackkson.. -_-" he cut his hair bald leaving his fridge and tail. like those little kid you see in china running around in the alley. so during the free period, a photo session is organised for him. lolx. feel like taking a scissors and cut off his fridge. whaha~

Will I be able to find back everything that I have lost?
Will I be able to be like what I am in the past?
Will i..?
Time can heal almost everything but at the same time, changes almost everything. What had done can never be undone. Life is not like a game. We cant click on the undo button and replay it again. Neither can we save our life and replay again if anything get wrong. We cant.

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hmm.. yesterday was mooncake festival. i often spend this day with my sworn sisters. a bit disappointed as it is the second year we miss this gathering. so fast it is the tenth year we are together as sworn sisters le. all these seems like yesterday to me. and what's the best part of the story? i spend my mooncake festival with two very impossible ppl. lolx.( normally is either i spend it with my sworn sister, or i spend the day through alone.) but it end up to be very enjoyable as we tried to burn down my friend's house. lolx. this is a heart shape make up by candles. nice rite?
today suppose to go school. but end up going to a doctor.. i thought you plan it yesterday le? dun feel like going to school + having slight fever. + alittle bit bon dang larx sleep for the whole day like a pig, friends call oso dunnoe how to wake up.. diaox... now i think the medicine is acting up again. feel like sleeping le.. ZzZz

sick....

damn.. having a serious headache.. waited for so long before i get mine resting day yesterday, but i FELL SICK! kelian~ serious sore throat and serious cold. exactly how serious? i have been feeling the fever coming up this few days. but WHY DUN IT COME UP??!! the feeling is horrible when you noe that a fever is coming up but it just dun. (pls note: the feeling of headache is there but u cant take medicine cause no fever.) so PEOPLE!! but take good care of urself worx. dun end up like me den die.. expecially those who are taking their Os and Ns tis year. dun get dengue and repeat one more year.
hmm.. staying at home for the whole 48 hour seems like forever.. started to rot off le. WHO CAN PULL ME OUT OF THIS ROTTING HOUSE?? stop shouting audrey.. dun you noe how to walk out of the damn house urself?? stupid girl.. ya hur.. never thought of that. okay! i swear i must go out tmr. go and find friends now. hur hur hur!!

hmm.. dunnoe why tis few days i get so tired so easily. i even fall asleep during exam!! can u believe that?? OMG! audrey.. i went home immediatly after school ytd. and i took a nap. well, i am suprise because i dun normally take a nap you see. and i sleep for 1 hour yesterday and THREE hour today! wow.. not going to fall asleep tonite.. -_- fortunately, i dun have school for tmr. Cheers~!
today a lot of things happen. weird things i shall say. a guy came and take number from me.(we were under a block) but wat's the weird part? he kept on asking me and crystal a lot of things like "your school allow students to dye hair meh?" to crystal. so crystal doesnt seems to like wat he ask and reply "bnss teacher ask you to spy us issit? ask so much for wat." cool huh. den tis guy kept on saying smth like "i today shld go to ns de. but i quarrel wid the sir." hello? i didnt ask you that.. he add "i really doesnt have the mood ytd lorx. den i scold him bck.." please note: it's the first day i met tis guy. y was him telling us so much abt how he is feeling and what so ever. i dun really care you noe? he ask me too much things that i cant help but to say "hello~? are you doing some kind of survey thingy? why are you asking so much?" he even tell us a story abt how a cat sleep in the exhust pipe of the super mega big truck(he say) and when they start the engine, the cat got burn. gross... (we were playing the cat when he say that. so we go eh.. and move away frm the cat.) he leave with a stupid reason like "i have to go home and cook. my dad's luch time." are you sure u are doing all the cooking? i didnt ask him to stay and CHAT with me either..
den a while more, an old men at his sixties with a chubby grandson came to sit with us. remember? we were under a block. den he kept on telling us story abt allah(god of his religion). smth like god doesnt have a figure and the story of a man who met with the god and make this conclusion. boring.. but i dun dare to say out. well, he is an elderly after all. so we jux listen to wat he have to say. he oso tell us to study hard. his child(got 6) all in big business cause they study hard. at least i learn smth. crystal came out with a reason and get us out of his conversation. i think that place is a chatting cafe. lolx. cause everyone likes to chat over there.

having an exam today.. dun feel like going to sch at first. i have no choice but to go. damn.. today the physic was so hard that tt i leave quite alot of blanks. i hope that's not the standard of o level. wake up audrey.. THAT's the standard of o level..

final get my computer up and running. and what's the most exciting part?? it's a unlimited use boardband! yeah! end of happiness and back to realistic. this feww days i'm having my prelims. it is not that my paper is hard so i'm worring. i know how to do all the question but i always run out of time. die.. not going to make it.. -_-
just now as i'm checking my mail, i get a few updates from frenster about my fren's blog. out of curiousity, i went to look. after i read his blog, my point of view towards him changes. i use to think that he is a irritating person and i find him a nusience of bragging abt how he look and how great he did for his exam(when he is not even the top ten). well, i admit that i kind of jealous abt how he goes on in his life. he seems to be "problemless" and happy go lucky. but things change when i read his blog. he is writing smth abt his ex and the word he use to describe his feeling are great. i can really feel how he feels. i admire his usage of words. a few days ago i'm feeling how he feels. and as one of my gal-friend said, time will heal everything. i tend to forget abt those sad past and get on with my life. i hope that he can do the same things too although i still dislike him.. -_-
time to catch some sleep. still have my exam tmr.

finally today i change a new skin for my blog. but it is still a little bit under construction. hope u all dont mind. anyway, dont you all think that tis skin is cute? i love this skin. yesterday i never go to school. lolx. i kinda sprain my leg so i take a leave for one day. today is freexing! i nearly turn into a frozen air pork. luckily i bought my adidas jacket to sch as the english lesson was at ava room. nowadays my vision is failing. i wonder if i'm gettin old or i wore the wrong degree. wat does that tells? must measure your degree before buying the contact lenses anyway, that's all for today.

haix.. long time never blog in. last mth i have been busy with my work and studies. actually only work larx.. lolx. anyway, i finally bought a new phone liao. ppl who read tis blog, please msg me!! cause i lost all the contact number when i lost the phone. ke lian~ ..the police haven return me my adidas sling bag. kind of miss it already(and my sister is nagging me abt the bag already..) last sunday i went to the hospital and visit guanjie. i saw tubes poking in his wriast.. my mind go, "oh my god!". i didnt know that his situatin is that bad until i see it with my own eyes. after we go visit him, i suddenly feel alot. time flies and i'm in secondary five now. secondary one seems like yesterday and n level seems like a minute ago. (hmm.. why do i feel so much out of no where..) i'm stress both abt my work and academic. the quiting and change of attitude in my fren make me feel scare abt going to sch. i do not know whether i am thinking too much or that's the truth. i dun feel belonged.

haix.. damn. why my image did not work again? having mid year now. i think i will fail all the paper badly. all tis while happened lotsa things.. like i have been dreaming and i finally woke up to find all the things untrue. how i hope tat i never wake up. how i hope that the dreams will go on. but as everyone know, dream is a dream.. what am i talking about?? stress and tired.. hope i can rest. been working like crazy girl tis few weeks. i'm shage. think i need a long rest. emotionly and physically..

hey guys, tis is a new skin. not so pretty though. lolx. but less problem~! okay.. still dun haf a tagboard and link yet. but will keep on updating de.

the gang!! oppx.. the couple behind.. 

me and lin~! 

dale and me!! see the different between the chiobu and ugly guy. (j.k only okay?) 

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yoyox! a real long time never blog in. whahaha! tis year going to take o level liao. stress! but clever me will pass(bahx). tis year had been admit to a class that i dun like so much. cause some of the 4g students such as liyun and maybeline not in our class le. no ppl for me to bully in fnn class le. (may) haha. *evil audrey* tis year some of the 4h student come to our class and study so our class a bit weird.. not as fun as 4g le. (and of cause not as team work as last time.) kinda sad. but will learn to get use to the class.. (maybe in one year time.. lolx)