Posted Friday, September 21, 2007 by MoMO
if i say that i dont miss those days, i am lying. there are too much things that i missed. badly. but one thing i learn from a friend, no matter how bad it is now, i still have to move on. and i think that i am bless with friends that i can fall back on. whereby you can trust them and they will never leave you in the middle of the dark. i just feel weird (or i am weird?)that all those people who truly my friend, does not end up the one which i had been thinking they were. and, yup, i am back to square one. thank the momo that hear me out when i cried. to bomb me smses to make me laugh. and thank those old friends who listen to my nagging. =^.^=

manage to recover two picture during my reformatting..




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Posted Wednesday, September 05, 2007 by MoMO
the world abandon me or i abandon the world?

why is it so hard to savage this? is there really nothing i could do? or is there anything i CAN do? why is it draining off all my energy without me noticing? it is hard to savage. but it is harder to abandon it.

i hate all this. really hated it. hate my mask, hate myself, hate to put on a smile to everyone, hate to put up a strong front, hate being optimistic, hate the cheerful me, hate the long hair me, hate mine everything. just hate it. ever waking up in the morning thinking who you really are? i am sick and tired of being what people wanted me to be. i just want to be myself for one second. just want to be my cry baby self. just want to cry out loud. just want to throw tantrum. i just need someone who are willing to listen to all this. someone who accept me for who i am. not who they want me to be.
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