recalling the first day that i went to work at waraku. it use to be so enjoyable and looked forward to. now it seems to be a chore to even step out of house and travel there. when is it becoming like this? i wonder. i really missed those day when leah will say "tao yan~", tannie will speak to me with her fluent english, nang and phuy phuy will help me out whenever my pantry jammed. happiness and teamwork was what we had. it seems kinda weird to work without the presence of blenden, nang, phuy phuy, leah and tannie. incident about on-san add on to the resent towards watanabe-san and waraku..

the reason that i work lesser and lesser day? is because we are not as united as before. people do change i know. the feeling that i have now is beyond words can describe. not going for work for one month and what i see is new faces. is just like you were on a holiday to japan and came back to find that your family member had gone for plastic surgery. if i do have a chioce, i will rather not working in waraku. but do i have a chioce? answer: NO! i need cash and i work for the sake of working. hoping the day will pass as soon as possible so that i dont have to suffer. suffering the torture that i have to smile to customer regardless whether am i in a good mood. suffering the torture that i have to put on a mask everytime i work to colleague that i loathe, or even detest. call me hypocrite if you want. to survive is to be hypocritical, whether or not he/she is the person that you hate so much that you almost going to kill him/her.

finally i'm 17! went to the mind cafe on december 14. had so much fun playing "blackmail". cause audrey like to black mail people. hur hur hur~ hey people! if really had no place to slack with frens, can go the mind cafe. and slack and have a few rounds of board games. just 10 bucks from 2pm to 6pm and you get to eat a main dish, free flow of soft drinks and board game. cheap rite? the down hill? you have to book before going here as there are too many people going there. hey audrey! are you advertising for them? "camping" at weehong place until 7 plus. so fun! cause i can see the "loon" (other word for nerdy) side of mikey and kitmun. whaha~

just come back from work.. damn.. very very tired today. not because there was alot of customer. it's the OPPOSITE! so little customer today! OMG! thanx to yukari i'm doing the station today which=nothing to do. third time working with the newbie, tim. so boring. he is not as fun as desiree, jokable as yonglin, crappy as yuexiang and sociable as jovi. but he have the things that all four of them doesnt have. intiative, hard working and really quiet. (im not saying e rest not hard working. but tim is extra hardworking etc.) the only thing that we chat about is "......." (not forgeting the sound of cricket as background) with tim around, i feel like a fool cum useless waitress whom boss paid 7 dollar per hour to do nothing. and i will scared by him when working together with him. one thing, speaking ill about him when he suddenly came in. lolx. the major point? he floated instead of walking.. i CANT hear his footsteps!! this add on to the mystery and horror aura around him.

went out with kitmun, weilong annd justin on wednesday. on the way home jason called and both justin and weilong started to make disguesting sound like "jason~ jason~" make me so embarrass. i hope jason wont get the wrong idea about me having strange frens and stop calling me to work. -_- if i lost this job, i will know who to bash. *audrey mean it hur hur hur~!

i forget when and forget how,
loving someone from my heart.
to feel hollow,
to feel emptiness in my heart.
what did i missed
what did i desire?
the person whom i missed?
or person that i once loved?
maybe is the time that we first met.
where the time cant go back..

working like i had never been working before. i think i am crazy. yes i am. i work in The Legend's banquet on the 3rd of december and i found out that waraku is the best job i had worked. minus off the irritating manager who keeps on messing up my ochà(green tea) order and someone who claim that we(the part timer) must respect her. -_-" i dont think that i weill respect someone who doesnt even noe how to respect herself and us. come to think of it, why my boss will hire someone like her? pardon me for being cruel.. but that's the truth imagine she is doing the room but end up doing jovi's pantry(station where drinks and dessert are made) order and mess her up. i understand that she was trying to help but please tell the ppl i/c that you had done the order.

other then the things mention on top, waraku is a great place to work and play in. i had to wear court shoes in banquet but not in waraku. that was the 1st time i try tt shoe on and it HURTS!! kitmun say because i did not "bite" e shoes tat's why it "bite" me. kinda rubbish but in some sense, ya.. -_-" i cant even concerntrate on my work because of that shoes. i hope tat's for the last time it "bite" me.

thanks to the two jobs i mention, i got a fever and a sore throat today.. -_-" why i always fell sick? damn.. anyone can recommend a good doc for me tt cure throat bleeding??!! it HURTS!