i'm afraid of the dark. especially when i'm alone. dont ever think of switching off the light in my bedroom when i'm awake. my mum had found a job recently that dont coordinate with my sleeping time. she went to bed at 1 smth but i only felt sleepy at 3.. she anti air condition but i'm the president of air condition fan club. how!? so wat we do is, we off the light and on the air condition. one stone kill two bird. then i realise something serious. i needed light more then air condition. i CANT fall alseep without light and darkness wake me up.. -_-" so in the end i went to bed at 3, i fall alseep at 4..

i tend to think alot of things when i cant see anything, lying on bed.. dwelling upon the past and wondering about my future. thinking about how me and my frens had change, thinking will we be back to wat we use to be, thinking will i be able to be in poly nxt year. shots of memories are flashing across my mind like movie film. drowning myself in tears. for the sake of? changing the fact?

whaha~ FINALLY!! the day had come!! sick and tired of the old routine i had been taking for eleven years. getting up at as early as 6 in the morning,
brush my teeth,
maybe had a quick shower,
iron my uniform,
eat my breakfast,
take a bus,
stay in the hot classroom for 2h,
recess,
stay for two hours,
go home,
sleep..
things as boring as this go on and on everyday and haunting me. i could even dream of myself waking up late and rush to school without taking my precious breakfast. omg.. sick.. well, although i admited that i did not go to sch 1 or 2 days in a week.. well, now all this nightmare is gone!! forever!! unless i retain..-_- touch wood i can do whatever i want to my uniform. yes, anything!! this include burning them, tearing them etc. whaha!! audrey with the evil look.
went to town just now. it's such a coincident to meet kelvin on the train. so i ask him along. we eat plastamania and triple chocolate. damn nice!! the ice cream is heavenly! and i change my clover keychain cause it broke.

sri lanka.. conflicts.. venice..

2 pie r.. sin rule.. vectors..

6x10 to the power of 23.. molecular mass..

moments.. faraday's law.. alpha particles..

abc?

crap..

study have no use..

as if your boss will ask you to find out about triangle using sin rule.. wat's the use man? and does other country affect me? answer: NO! so why are we studying abt venice and sri lanka? not as if i'm going to miagrate there.. seriously speaking.. nobody would ever think of that.. and wat the hell!? why does it start with my year but not my sister's year? social study is of no use man. and do i recall TAMI MOHAN telling us that sri lanka is taken out of the syallus? answer: YES! but is it my illusion or the MOE mistaken that sri lanka is in the paper and worth 25 marks? yes! 25 marks! half of my paper! who says study everything abt venice like external and internal reason of fall except for trade? and is the question in the exam? sad to say but yes. wat's the use of scoring A1 for everything if i fail one?(i only have five sub)

i hope that 23 of november dun come so soon.. yap.. it's the first day of my holiday. but we still have to go bck school to check whether we had paid our school fee and library books not. which mean i had to pay 94 bucks.. and my bill is coming. maybe i should consider cutting off my line. to save $$. oh ya.. internet bill is due too. AH~!! die die die.. how i wish i am a millionair.

The same old storyline..
The same old character..
The same old lines..
I used to think all these are boring!
I used to think all these belonged to me.
I used to take things for granted..

If the time were to flow back,
I will think that all these are sweet..
I will treasure the time more..
I will hug you and say
“I’m sorry...”

but one will only treasure
when things are gone.Why do I only realize it now?